I feel like I'm undercover, pretending to be someone more that who I am, pretending to be what you deserve and more. I hope you never find out just how much you are worth, but I will try to my best for you. These words are not merely words on a page for you to read, these are words embedded into my heart. I can come up with so many cheesy romantic analogies to fill the 50,000 word requirement for the month, but to be honest I don't think that is what attracts you. I have never met anyone with so many intricate mysteries; I would say I know you, but then I don't really know all that much. I have heard many stories that reveal the characteristics in you that I love, but I don't really know you, and I'm okay with that. We are all who we are and we all reveal the parts of ourselves we wish to reveal.
This is so different than what I've experienced in the past and that scares me a little bit, but only a little. The rest is unconstrained excitement, with dreams and thoughts of what is to come. The unknown can be scary sometimes, but I think you've got it all worked out. Haha, isn't that what usually happens?
Can I even consider myself lucky? I would say yes because I don't feel like I worked toward this and I don't know what would cause you to ever like a guy like me. Most girls see me as the "nice guy" and I get trapped in the friend zone forever. I see myself as the awkward fool, brought along for entertainment. I can't even imagine what you see, but I would sure like to know.
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